FIRST TIME POSITIVE

Hallelujah!!! Praise the Lord!!! Today is the first time positive test result for pregnancy. I woke up early and upon dipping the tester, it immediately show!!! I didn't even have to wait. Before this it was always negative and I spent time waiting for about 3 to 5 minutes to see the same negative result. But today was different!!! I immediately on the lights and showed it to my husband! Instantly his sleepy eyes brightened and there was an ear to ear smile on his face. That smile is so him... Since he has a under bite teeth condition, it makes his pouty lips fill up his whole face whenever he smile and that is exactly the smile that he has... A long wide almost permanent smile.

This is the Home Pregnancy Test of course and I would have to take the lab test to confirm it. But even before I took the test, I was quite confident, it's like I just knew it kind of feeling. I have been feeling lethargic and sleepy as of late. Yesterday for instance, I woke up at 6am to fix breakfast for my husband and then went back to sleep and woke up at 10:30am!!! I did some work and by 15:00pm I am already sleepy and went to sleep till 18:00pm. I cooked dinner and by 22:00, I am already asleep!!! I have been feeling a little cramp on my abdominal as of late and lightheaded. I tried to stick to my exercise program but the vitality seems gone.

I took a Home Pregnancy Test at around early this month and the result was negative and so I wasn't thinking much about it. I thought I was just tired. But yesterday something told me to take it and in my little heart I was quite sure about it.

I love my husband for not having any preferences on whether the child will be a boy or a girl, born in the year of Rabbit or Dragon. He is such a nice man. In fact, I guess I am the one with those hope and wishes... To him, birth is a miracle and a grace from God. I love him for being so grateful.

When I look back, I am overcome by the Holy Spirit and thought of how I prayed and watched those Christian television network. Plus I did some volunteering work in school and also donated quite a bit to a mission in Lampung Sumatra as well as an orphanage in Surabaya. God must have seen those. When I was diagnosed with PCO, the doctor gave me 30 pills to take one for each day and said the respond could be as fast as a month. Calculating back, I think I was already healed even before that...

I am grateful for everything and this is my prayer: That the Lord would bless this pregnancy, sealed it with His grace and Power, protect this pregnancy and be with the child all of his life. That the pregnancy will be smooth till the end and that the child will be born healthy and perfect and that he will grow up to be a successful person that will influence and bless many people. That I will have more child in the future as well.

On the more playful tone, I do actually wish I would have twins... A boy and a girl... If my body allows... :)

Amen